Today my little one I watched you sleep ion my arms. You cuddled so closely to me and my arms were wrapped around you formng a shield of love and warmth. As I watched you sleep a variety of emotions washed across your innocent face as settled into your nap. I was amazed as the display of frowns and grins flashed across you like the aurora borealis dances across the northern sky. How can one that has only been here for just a few days have so much reeling in her mind as she sleeps? The sighs and groans that accompanied the facial show captivated me. First you would frown and crinkle up your little nose, scrunch up your face and seem about ready to wail; yet all you did was let out this little sigh. Next the grin of your great-granfather's would appear and soon you would be cooing and sighing. What is it that you are dreaming about? Is it your future? Is it the memories and promises the Heavenly Father sent with you? I hope that whatever it is that is beng shown to you in that mind of yours are sources of comfort.
Please know little one that we are dedicated to loving you and trying to provide all that you need in this world. The joy and love that you have already given those of us that are so grateful to have you here is like a breathe of renewed life. Those that have chosen to not be a part of this wonderful time I feel sorry, for htey are missing getting to know the most precious gift God can give anyone a new life. I cannot promise you that there won't be pain and disappointment in your life but know that God has granted those trial and tribulations for a reason.
Everyday I thank Him for you and your mom as well as all the other gifts he has bestowed upon me. My seweet little one thank you for the inspirations and encouragement your short little life has already given me.
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