All the weeks of waiting and wondering were finally ended today when the results were posted. I just sat there staring at the screen for what seemed to be an eternity. My had frozen on the mouse, unable to make it move to words that dared me to click on them.
I knew that once I clicked on those blue words my fate could be changed temporarily. Did I dare take the chance here at work where a public display of emotions were not allowed. What if my worries came to be and I failed? Could I hold back the tears of disappointment in myself for not doing enough to be prepared? What if it was good news? Could I hold back the excitement and yelps for joy? Would those that I work with understand how difficult that day was and just what these results meant for me and my family?
Click on them- NO don't you can wait until this afternoon- Be strong! A few more hours won't kill you!
CLICK!
Okay just look - you can do this you are a grown woman with a grandchild.
Take a deep breathe- it has to be a mistake! Those numbers cannot be right - can they?
I passed!
Oh my gosh I passed!
Yes!
oops sorry-Guess what my friend I passed the test.
I want to scream but first I must give praise and thanks to the Lord!
"Thank you Lord! I am so grateful for your wisdom and guidance that day. We did it Lord! We did it Lord!"
I want to tell my daughter, my friends, my family.
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